Something's Missing.

It's been rather long.

Long, having time and yet not having the energy to accept my mind.

My times have been tiring.
And eventually all the exciting- fun, over hyped events and occassions, killed my feelings.

I am absolutely fake when it comes to be excited.

I am content enough and yet not content. I am happy, yet not that happy to show how happy I am.

But people who are too happy, all the time, overwhelm me, so much so that I start to feel low...

Low enough to make me angry...

Angry because I don't know why am I feeling so low?

Am I depressed?

Because clearly the alcohol isn't working on me either.

No. I am not sad. I know when to be happy.

Just not too happy.

My life is just.... going on…

There is nothing new, and a lot is missing.

I am just waiting for someone to slap me out of my monotony and the cold brick that I have become.

Someone to add a spark.

Add Love, may be?

Love.
Trippy.