You Are

You are your own Limit,
Your own Destroyer
and
Your Own Saviour.


Love,
Trippy

Strong and Mild

She pulled him towards her, from the darkness to light

From Djarum Black to Marlboro Lights.

She locked her lips to his

Feeling their Love between smoke and delight.

Relishing the sour Tobacco in their tasteless Life.

Wild in their Fantasies

Shy in their Art

Arms held Tight

In fear of Depart…

When their eyes opened

Everything fell in place

They smoked, shared puffs

As they lied between the Dark and Light

With Tuborg Strong and Classic Mild.

In Rhymes

Burning – burning was my Heart

Turning – my Life was turning

Churning – churning was my Life’s cart

Learning – I am learning to Love

Earning – earning Blessings…

Returning – returning to the Same

Darling – He called it like my name

Morning – where Light Breathes

Warning – aware of the Sins

Purring – like a Persian cat

Twirling – the Winds around my Hair

Occurring – Memories in my Head

Flirting – with Desires

Swirling – in a thoughtless Space

Disturbing – the Past

Deserving – Simple, sweet, Love

Blurring – the Past

Charming – the New Me!

Serving – the Love I never got

Purging – the Sickness out of me

Urging – Love

Chirping – with my Friends

Searching – the Love I need

Stirring – stirring colours in my soul

Curling – my thoughts like my Hair

Sterling – like Silver is my Future

Craving – for Spice in my Life

Whirling – with these Rhymes.

Every Day

Of broken hearts and crushing stones

Where lights are orange in a grey home

Reasons are unreasonable

Boredom is no choice

Memories clash and flash

Bring the heart a rash.

Wine feels more comforting

After a pitcher of Hazelnut and Malibu

And the lemon is of no need

For tears add the clue…

She drenched herself in the shower

And called it a rainy night.

The bed so white

With no signs of flies

All she wanted was to tear the papers and hearts out of her sight…

Her friends made plans

She was swinging on moods and clams.

The wine she looked at again

Painted her lips Red to look like a stain

Her soul as if wanting to break free

Dragged her out to the street.

Smile! Enjoy! Laugh and Whine!

This is a moment you should live to ride.

Steady in her heart and determined was her soul

Vulnerable was her body and the heart was cold.

So she laughed, enjoyed, whined and cried

She danced in pain

It started to rain

She drenched in sadness and it washed away.

I Hushed Him, He Smiled

The naughty kids on the road

Playing in rain, running after a toad.

I walked towards my car and saw him standing near

And everything slowed.

It took a moment for my mind to stop working

I was just standing near my car at the parking.

He walked towards me, I thought I was dreaming

I was nervous…my heartbeats racing.

His eyes looked deeper as he got closer

I was frozen.

His walk didn’t move me,

He walked faster

He was drenched and in white

His looks sent me shivers down my spine.

I was in a state of Trance,

As if I didn’t want him to stop.

I only wanted to watch him come towards me;

a never ending moment, only a scene replaying.

My link broke when a stone rolled under his foot and he hopped

Now he was in front me

He spoke something

And I didn’t hear.

I only stared at him, watched his lips move.

He thought of me as some maniac, for sure

Or probably thought I must be a mute.

I was lost in his eyes

And I think he was in mine

A car passed by in speed, splashed the muddy rain water over him

He looked sexier even more now

Our emotions swinging…

He was angry at the car

He screamed as if someone died…

I hushed him,

He looked back at me, and Smiled.

Dear S,

Dear S,

It’s been more than three years and to what others call of, “nothing” between us.

To tell the world, only my world, we were…NO, I was with you for a year. An eventful year filled with Love (Fake), Honesty (Lies), Trust (Bullshit), and Fun (Lust).

You made me feel like a Queen of your Life, you were the perfect boyfriend one would wish for, but it was a virtual world of joyrides in a dreamy amusement park in a no man’s land where you played with my heart that tore me apart.

You call yourself a mad scientist that proved me as your guinea pig.

While you cheated someone, and probably many before and after me, I yet forgive you, because I pity you. I pity you because you can be a good boyfriend only in words. I pity you because you want to play with feelings and not games. I pity you because you’ve created your image as a gentleman in public, but can’t hide the torturous mean person that you are in real.

I pity you because you will never get to be yourself, but I know how I want my man to be and he’s definitely not going to be like you.

Love,

Trippy.

Like I Feel

When you were here, wish you could feel the way I do.

Share a little, know a little and a little what we felt.

The Little we would be together, but the ‘little’ I know of is not going the way it should.

You are no more here, wish you could feel, Like I Do.

Empty, yet Happy.

Something inside me still waiting for that same little old thing called HOPE.

Hope to see you..

Besides me, around me, with me.

Empty isn’t empty enough;

Silence so loud that it hurts;

Happiness is just a word and incomplete is the only feeling left.

Now that you are not here, I know you importance, I know my days were days and nights were nights.

Now I only wish for the darkness, for I can hide in it; where I don’t have to bare the light of a bright sunny day or tolerate the fascination a night can bring to me.

This world is a scary place you know… not all people who smile mean peace to you.

Intentions are hidden while the eyes sparkle.

For I still miss you and wish you were here to know a little and share a little, to feel like I feel.

Love,

Trippy

You Chose It

We always have an option... to be happy or sad to do or not to do...

We choose what we want, our wants depend on our thoughts and dreams, and we only get what we want...

So coming back to the first thing, what did you choose? Isn't this what you wanted? You did choose it, you know. You are the result of your own wants.

Regards, Me -

Your Perception.

Find me on Lettrs: PO# 388062

To the Eager & the Weaker

To

The Eager and the Weaker,
Falling is in trend
whether in or out
for your Heart to mend and bend.


He made her feel like no one other,
She loved him more than his mother
Year after Year
They made a promises
of Gifts of Love, togetherness and commitment
He held hand tight
not letting her go anywhere beyond his sight
His love was a prison
Her thoughts were free.
She gazed and loved,
hurt and even hurt less
She gave him whatever he asked
He wanted whatever she gave


They made promises of gifts of Love - now forced
And togetherness - less obliged

And commitment - never wanting...
Her love was true, but the heart was tired...
This distance ...I can't take - she said
Your love, I don't believe - He said.


Mirrors that once sparkled... broke
and tears ran down that the eyes tried to soak.
She begged, he left
He got someone else...
She stayed wet, in her dream house... on her bed

Mumbled, gambled, tumbled, cried and hit and spoke of betrayal...
Busy was the world
all she wanted was her fragile heart in a cradle...

In a dark Smokey corner she found her home.
She smoked alone, understood what's the world like...
Her loneliness became her strength
and washed out feelings and Love that made her eyes wet

She used the world, like it used her
she met new men,
laughed till 10
Counting stars in smoke
kissing in wild
till her mind spoke.

Love was once, not for more
I like my path
rough and sore...
for if you're eager you'd hurt more...
for if you're weaker...you'll find the best that's not even in life's store...





Never lose hope in yourself...
Love

@ChamkeeliTrippy

Find me on Lettrs: PO# 388062

Shushed

I don’t know if it’s funny or really sad,

But it is kind of hard to shut up about your feelings when you are nothing less than an open, talkative and a frank SCRAP BOOK.

Shushed,

Trippy.